so, last night got a little intense. so did yesterday.
i never wrote about this cause i just didn't want to address it, but this is a blog about my lame life and right now, well, it's at its ultimate lamest. i don't think i've ever been at such a low point. what are those sayings? "bad things happen in 3s" and "you can only go up from here?" yeah i was holding onto those till my $900 debt turned into $2000 and i owe all of it by the end of this month. i guess it did happen in 3s though so nothing else can go wrong...right? my dilemma now is coming up with that money. with a 525 credit score, it ain't easy...at all. but. i know that even if it does get worse it'll get better. i thought i hit my rock bottom 2 years ago; i would take that over this any day.
last night, big went to the emergency room. i met him up there at 11:30p and we didn't leave until 5a! i wanted to just fall asleep on the ground (as disgusting as that is). on top of the long-ass wait, we shared a room with this old man who broke his neck. it would have been fine considering they gave him 3 doses of morphine and another pain med, but he had alzheimers (which i proudly guessed 4 hours before they said it out loud) and thought it would be an excellent idea to say "ouch" and cuss out everyone that came in or out of the room. his "wife" was asked if she was his wife and her answer...
oooh. burn. guess that's what you get for being a douche, douche.
well, it turns out big has MONO! who the heck gets mono nowadays? and where did he get it from? i would like to believe he got it from someone's drink or food...i don't want to consider the biggest alternative. i know i should ask, but i don't know if i want to know the answer. i've NEVER had mono nor have i known anyone that has, so i know it wasn't from me.
at least tonight should be better...i hope. i'm going skating with a huge group of friends after work. i can't wait to throw on my super awesome white-with-hot-pink wheels skates with some stripey socks and my sequin shorts. yes, i'm goin' all out. and i'm making samantha do it too!
my nails are ready!