a collection of all the names in this blog. it shall continue to grow...unlike me.
the girls/friends only zone:
23/rondog: best friend since i was a freshman in high school. i used to run away to his house when people were bullies. i would marry him in seconds. i love him to death. our relationship is a strange one.*
actor friend/captain jack: i've known this boy since i was 14. we talked off and on for 3 years. when we finally saw each other after all that time, drama ensued. he had a girlfriend, but we let things happen anyway. now, 4 years after that it is still off and on. i turned him down unintentionally when i started dating big. he still hasn't quite forgiven me.*(star-ish)
charlotte: i've known this lady since high school (which is rare for socal). she's a christian, volunteers at church, works at her church. basically a person you would be shocked for me to know. but i love her!*
chef: sadly in love with me. not someone i would EVER date. he is a great friend. has been there for me through thick and thin. we worked together at a shitty restaurant earlier this year.
courtney jenae: love this woman. she is a singer. we met at a job we both wanted to burn to ashes.
fishea: my best friend since i was 11. he passed away when i was in high school. he makes me a better person to this day.
miranda: one of my very best friends. she was the most sensible of all the girls i know. then she moved in with a guy that treats her like trash.*
mr. long: we were good friends in high school. we started talking again last year. took another break from talking then got into a little trouble this year. we don't talk anymore. are you noticing a trend? i am.
quag: rondog/23's best friend and roommate. i've known him for a few years. he is like a brother to me.*
rofl: we dated for 2 weeks in high school, never hooked up, maybe kissed but clearly my foggy memory means it wasn't memorable. flash forward 5 years, he's one of my best friends.*
samantha: another one of the besties. we have been a bit distant lately.*
sam 2: my very best friend. i have known her since we were 16. she knows my deepest and darkest secrets and has seen my at my very lowest low.*
the vegan - he's more of a villain than a hero. he has a very dark sense of humor which i love. not sure where it's going, but i like meat...so this may not work out. now we are friends and he is moving to new york.
war: my potential future roommate. it could be interesting. could get dangerous. that's ok. i've known him since 6th grade. he's grown up too much since then.
sam 2: my very best friend. i have known her since we were 16. she knows my deepest and darkest secrets and has seen my at my very lowest low.*
the vegan - he's more of a villain than a hero. he has a very dark sense of humor which i love. not sure where it's going, but i like meat...so this may not work out. now we are friends and he is moving to new york.
war: my potential future roommate. it could be interesting. could get dangerous. that's ok. i've known him since 6th grade. he's grown up too much since then.
the boys (boys with stars are still around):
aberzombie: no longer in the picture. we met when i worked at abercrombie (many, many years ago). rekindled our friendship earlier this year, liked each other, but he has a girlfriend.
benjamin button: we met on okcupid. he hardly ever texted me, which if you read regularly you know i hate that. so it didn't work out.
batman - funny story...i had a crush on this guy since i was 11. of course, he had no idea i existed. now looky what plenty of fish did...he is a medical sales rep so he travels a lot which is kind of perfect for me. i would get time apart which i'm now realizing is important. there has only been one date which lasted 3 hours with no awkward moments except when we realized he lives with a guy i dated and is good friends with rondog. after almost 9 years of knowing rondog, you'd think it wouldn't have taken a dating site to meet him. and then he became an ass.
big/lloyd: skater. my ex. we dated up until a few weeks ago (it is dec now). 7 months ish. it was hell. he lied, cheated, started drama with my family. why i still wish it would work? i have no idea. we met on plenty of fish. officially out of my life for good.
bmx: older as well. 31. doesn't act it. i'm taking that as a warning sign. pro-bmx rider, but after dating a skater i think bmx is gay. this will probably be over soon. still text me on occasion but never follows through.
brain - our conversations started with taking over the world and shrinking people...not really sure why or how it led to that. this is becoming something...not sure what yet. was really weird after all and told me he loved me in 1 week.
edward: the reason i have avoided updating this list for so long. our relationship started out perfect. we were happy and in love and then it fell apart in the worst way. my heart still hurts. i'd still be with him in 2 seconds. we stopped talking completely for a month and have recently started slowly (at a disabled snail's pace) texting again.
edward: the reason i have avoided updating this list for so long. our relationship started out perfect. we were happy and in love and then it fell apart in the worst way. my heart still hurts. i'd still be with him in 2 seconds. we stopped talking completely for a month and have recently started slowly (at a disabled snail's pace) texting again.
ghosts: all the exs, one night stands, past friends-with-benefits...that i had never wished to see again, but fate likes to make a joke out of my life.
happy ending: roommate of marcy's err...friend...butt-buddy...whatever...? understands my need for a good back massage, good wine, and good food. i can talk to this man about everything. but then he became an ass and i left him in seal beach.
harrold: one of the first that i started dating from plenty of fish. he was cute...then he turned out to be a little crazy.
honey badger: not old, but older. 30. bartender/manager/dj at a new favorite bar (possibly only because he is there). he puts the bad in honey badger.
jack: 2nd guy i dated from plenty of fish. was super nice at first then turned into a dick.
miles: lives halfway across the world but is still the only boy on this side of the list with a star.*
miles: lives halfway across the world but is still the only boy on this side of the list with a star.*
MR/new boy: recently started dating, met on okcupid, he rarely texts...i see where this is not going.
mr. fitz: we met a year ago (2011). one night, hit it off, became fb friends, and hardly ever talked. one year later (to the day), we met again. one week, tons of fun, hardly ever talk...trend?
mr. music: he was great, he was awesome, he was hot...and then he ditched me on my birthday.
mr. fitz: we met a year ago (2011). one night, hit it off, became fb friends, and hardly ever talked. one year later (to the day), we met again. one week, tons of fun, hardly ever talk...trend?
mr. music: he was great, he was awesome, he was hot...and then he ditched me on my birthday.
slow: well, i liked him in high school. we kind of kissed randomly at grad night and that was the end of it. 4 years later we reconnected on facebook. we dated exclusively for about 3 months...via internet. it ended because he got a dui, told me he just didn't like me anymore, then a month later told me the truth about it and said that he just couldn't face me knowing that he couldn't take care of me the way he wanted. lame. we still talk every now and then.
smalls: the cutest short guy ever. but, the inside is not nearly as sweet as the outside. every time we went out he would flirt with my friends. he still comes around via facebook every now and then but i'm not going back to that crap.
the clinger - i'm not sure what to make of this guy. he's officially been moved to the "DA" section* of my phone. i feel like he'd be one of those guys that will get mad if i want to spend time with anyone but him. i would have loved that 4 years ago, but now, i need my space bucko.
the pro: well that didn't last long. pro snowboarder. 19. we talked for a week then he went to norway or denmark or some other country with snow. when he got back i never really talked to him again. i kinda felt like i was cradle robbing.
tim: probably the biggest ghost that still haunts me. we dated, then he completely fell off the face of the earth. 4 months later, i get a text from his number telling me, "you win." it still has my head spinning.
