little big things

so chances are that, if you've been reading this blog for some time, you've come to the conclusion that i make some pretty awesome decisions (awesome: ridiculous, irresponsible, inconceivable). i can't help it. i'm just that cool. so last night was one of those times.

last night consisted of newcastle, pizza, and harry potter. sounds great right? i forgot one more crucial element, edward. yes, we are speaking and more again. yes, i know that it will most likely turn out like every other time. i still have faith ok?! plus, when he sends me texts like this and i start laughing out loud alone on my car how can i say no?

"you learn from your mistakes", you say. preposterous. so, although nothing went wrong last night, we did talk. about things i never thought we would speak of again. he may hate me for announcing this to the interwebs, but e has been feeling jealous. now that, my friends, is a first in the span of this relationship thingy. i think that made him come to some realizations about how he feels about me.

where this goes from here? i don't know. i just want us to let it fall into place naturally. no more forcing and trying to get something to "work."

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