i needed a break

so much has gone on in the past week. it's been a bit overwhelming. so i took a step back from the blog in order to let my brain relax a smidge and to recharge my batteries.

i've probably said this before, but i shall say it again, when it rains it pours for me. always. last week i was driving home from la and rear ended the car in front of me. i don't think i have ever legitimately felt disappointed in myself till that moment. luckily, that whole mess of a car you see up there is still drivable...for now.

also, i'm no longer talking to miles. things didn't change. in fact, they got worse. i'm not down to ride the disrespect train for as long as i did with big or my shitty ex so i peaced out. i don't think he really understood the fact that when you are 5000 miles away you have to make more of an effort.

despite all that bull i'm happier with where i am at right now than i have been all year.