one thing that has been a little hard for both of us is realizing that perfection doesn't always last and we have to be willing to OPENLY accept faults and flaws (even if it's just a shirt that is much too short...on him...yes i'm that critical). whether or not this is meant for a lifetime, i think we are going to learn a lot about ourselves.
i have realized that just because someone says they care doesn't mean they care as much as the "should" or as much as you want them too. i believe wanting to be with someone means you make the effort to compromise and see the other person. which edward does. and big didn't do. skateboarding is big's girlfriend. that's who he made the effort with.
now onto the fun stuff. i wanted to share those fucked up text messages from the psycho that i mentioned in the valentine's day post. a little background? i met him, he looked nothing like his profile photos and the whole time i was just waiting to leave. so when i did i thanked him for the date and had no intentions of speaking to him again.
(the day after valentines day, 3 days after trying to reach me and me not responding):
Your a super bitch and the exact stereotype of a shitty newport girl. Good job.
i'm not from newport but thanks
Just really rude of you that's all. I meet you, you seem cool and nice and then you just vanish.
psycho (20 mins after i don't respond):
Am I wrong
ya you are. i wasn't interested. get over it.
(now usually i'm not this mean, but after calling me a super bitch i believe i had every right to use my super bitch powers)
I'm way over it you bitch
Probably worst person I've met out here
Glad you ate shit on your way home you fucking clown.
(yes i fell. it hurt. i laughed it off, which apparently makes me a clown.)
you are psycho
Not really. I actually really nice and chill but retards like you who think they are above other people doesn't fly
this was all after one date that lasted an hour at most. i'm glad i saw his true colors then instead of months down the road...clown.
2. mine is yours - cold war kids
3. keepin it real - mason jennings
4. these old shoes - deer tick
5. lover of the light - mumford and sons
6. kids on the run - the tallest man on earth
7. growing up beside you - paolo nutini
8. first day of my life - bright eyes
9. lines written in winter - fionn regan
10. where our destination lies - ben gibbard
11. there is a light - great lake swimmers
12. turning page - sleeping at last
13. flightless bird, american mouth (wedding version) - iron & wine
14. closing time - semisonic
i didn't realize i picked 14 songs till just now. clever me.
happy valentines day bloggers.
just when i thought i was spending valentine's day drinking a margarita while glaring at all the happy couples around me, i now have a valentine. ta-da!! it was very unexpected. i promise to have photos for that night.
the 2nd song is fucking amazing. ugh.
before i left to go out last week i decided to eat an orange. that orange led me to listening to a story that my mom was reading to my brother (who moved my cheese? by spencer johnson). from what i got, it was about a mouse who was in a maze and he had to go find the cheese. what he learned was that, by taking risks, you'll find better cheese. but, it involves letting go of the old cheese that wasn't enough.
p.s. if you're wondering why this post is so cheesy, well i feel the need to inform you that i happened to be eating a cheese stick. and it reminded me of the book. now you know my dirty secret. i blog while eating cheese sticks. you're welcome.
in class...again. I've decided that the hot-or-not guy is just not my type. he is cute, but he's worn the same outfit for the past 3 classes.
in other news, brain texted me last night. we've only known each other for 2 weeks and he tells me that i will forever be in his heart...ok. thanks? again i don't really know how to respond. apologies to him.
i stayed at big's last night. I've come to the realization&nbsp; that he really is my best friend. I can't imagine not having him there. last night I definitely needed him around. it seemed like everyone was pissing me off yesterday. from the assholes that came in my work yesterday to being yelled at for not throwing away a razor that wasn't mine. I was surrounded by immaturity. i was so not in the mood. so, i went to big's and drank an entire bottle of wine pretty much by myself while we watched modern family.
by the way, I'm now thinking psych boy is hot. damn.
|date happy face.|